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Do you ever fall asleep on your couch or in your recliner and wake up in the middle of the night, or the early hours of the morning? For me, it is a regular occurrence. When this happens to me, upon randomly waking, it is always perfectly silent. There is no noise, all is still, and it is as if the world is on pause. It is in these moments that I realize our great need for this kind of silence. In our world that is loud, busy, and full of distractions, it seems impossible to cultivate this level of stillness and quiet at any point through our days. However, it must become a priority, especially if we want to hear God more clearly.
While our world craves silence, they are also afraid of it. To many people, silence can feel empty, pointless, and unproductive. But silence is a powerful and life-giving place, where God comes into our minds and hearts. It is in silence that we are able to become more aware of God’s presence. It is in the silence that we can truly enter into prayer. In the stillness and silence, we allow ourselves to listen, wait, and be receptive. When we take time to rest in it, we are allowing ourselves to receive God’s deep love for us and the immense peace that He provides. There is a lot of power in just being, rather than doing. It is so easy for us to fill any potential moments of silence with noise and distraction. Often times, this may be because it is uncomfortable and we find the silence too overwhelming. We turn on the TV, open up social media, or find things to do that help us avoid the stillness. When we encounter opportunities for silence, we must work to fully embrace them. This is definitely not easy. It requires commitment and determination. It is something we need to practice continually throughout our lives. When we take time for quiet, we are filling a deep void in our lives- the void that we so often try to fill with everything else in the world. In order to truly satisfy our deepest longing, we must fill ourselves with God. This is done best in the quiet and still moments of our days. This week, as you go throughout your days, challenge yourself to intentionally seek out silence. Whether it is when you wake up, on your lunch break, or right when you get home from work, start with five minutes. It will have a profound impact on your relationship with God.
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Last Wednesday, after teaching my eighth grade faith formation class, I went home and cried. On top of the facts that the class is one of the most disrespectful classes I’ve had in the past five years and that there are only two or three students, out of the 16, whose families attend mass, a group of them let me know that attending weekly classes was not the slightest bit important and that they didn’t understand why they had to go “just so they could get confirmed.” We were having a discussion and they clearly and directly stated that “they never learn anything, it is a waste of time, and there should be other options.” For some reason, hearing these things really hurt.
As I was thinking about that evening and why those words seemed to sting more than they should have, I thought maybe it was because I try hard each week to engage them in the content through discussions and activities rather than spending 75 minutes just reading from a textbook. I try to teach them about topics that they maybe are not really familiar with. I introduce a new saint each week to help them learn about some of the many incredible examples we have of those who loved and served God with everything. And ultimately, I try to do all I can to help the faith come alive and for them to come to know that experiencing the infinite love of Jesus through the Catholic Church is exciting and life-changing. Different thoughts ran through my head. I wondered if what I was doing was pointless and asked myself if I should even bother. A few days later, I came across a quote from St. Teresa of Calcutta in which she says, “Don’t give in to discouragement. If you are discouraged it is a sign of pride because it shows you trust in your own powers. Never bother about people’s opinions. Be obedient to truth. For with humble obedience, you will never be disturbed.” As usual, God came in and revealed this profound truth, gently revealing my weaknesses. As I reflected, I was reminded that I need to rely on God and his abilities, rather than my own. I realized that through this difficult and challenging class, God has been providing me with opportunities for humility. I need to let Him do the work and humbly submit to Him, so as not to be discouraged. If I cling to the truth and trust more in the power of God, I will be able to continue on when it seems impossible. How many times do we stand in the way of what God wants to do in and through us? How many times have we blocked Him out, putting up walls around our hearts and thinking we can do something by our own strength and abilities? How many times do we think we can do anything in our lives without Him? Relying on ourselves will always leave us discouraged. If we are not inviting God to fully take charge of all that we do, it might be because we do not fully trust Him. Lord, please empty me of myself so that You are all that is left. Flood my soul with your love and mercy so that my life would bear the fruits that come from serving You. Help me get out of the way and know that without You, I can do nothing. Give me the grace to cooperate with Your promptings and to serve You with complete obedience and confidence in Your ability. Amen. Our culture puts a big emphasis on growth and progress. We are urged to focus on the growth and progress in countless different aspects of our lives. Whether it’s our fitness, careers, or various life skills, we are continually urged to improve and achieve progress that can be measured and is visible to others. It should be no different in our spiritual lives. This should be the one area that takes precedence over all others when it comes to focusing on change and growth. Ultimately, it should be the area of our lives in which the most growth and transformation can be seen, by ourselves and others, and of course, by God.
Something I enjoy doing is looking back at old journals, notes, posts, and anything else that helps indicate the faith I had in high school, college, and really any time before the present moment. Being able to look back and reflect on the disposition of my heart and level of my faith at different times and see how I have grown in my love for God and in the depth of my faith is good and worthwhile. In my reflecting and looking back, I have been able to recognize how God has worked in my life, even in the times I may not have noticed Him. Growth in our spiritual lives is absolutely vital. If we’re not moving forward, it means we’re either standing still or moving backwards. We must not be satisfied with this. Each day, our focus should be on drawing nearer to God. Strengthening our faith and cultivating a deeper prayer life is where we should work to see the most progress. There is no end to growing closer to God on this side of heaven. We will never be close enough until we see Him face-to face. Growing in our spiritual lives does not happen overnight. It is a long, challenging, and sometimes arduous process. There are many obstacles that get in our way. We can be dragged down by the culture. Whether it’s the media, various temptations, the influence of other people, or simply our own weaknesses and doubts, it can often feel like an uphill battle. The path we walk to grow closer to God will be challenging and not always smooth. But it will be beautiful and fruitful. When I think of my faith journey, I can recognize that I have been transformed and have seen a lot of growth and progress over the years. However, I know that I have a long way to go. I have a lot more to learn and much more growth to experience. I am not even close to where I need to be, but with the help of God, I am taking small steps. Each day, we must open our hearts to God and invite the Holy Spirit to work in our lives. It is through our ‘yes’ to God and our willingness to be changed and transformed that we will see and experience a deeper and stronger faith. Servant of God Chiara Corbella Petrillo’s personal motto and a commonly repeated phrase was “piccoli passi possibili,” which means “small possible steps.” That is all it really takes. A willingness to let God work in our hearts and lives and a desire to make progress in our faith day by day. May we all take small, possible steps walking closer to God always. I’m currently reading a book called, Sr. Clare Crockett: Alone with Christ Alone. To sum it up in a few words, the story is of a young sister who experiences a deep transformation in her life and comes to solely desire the love of Christ. Looking through the profound statements and passages that have stood out to me so far, there is a line I highlighted that says, “‘We have to be saints! It’s all or nothing! We can’t remain in mediocrity. We have to fight with all our strength against the obstacles that impede us from growing.’” What’s stopping us from holiness and working towards sainthood? At my Bible study last week, someone brought up a podcast episode from Father Mike Schmitz in which he discusses that we are given everything we need to become saints and if we don’t, it’s because we don’t want to. Those words cut like a knife but it’s only because they are true.
Do you ever have moments of intense spiritual dryness? These may be times where you’re unmotivated, apathetic, and experiencing difficulty in praying and in your faith in general. It can feel like you’re just going through the motions or like prioritizing your relationship with Jesus is the last thing you want to do. It’s easy for me to tell myself that Christ is my number one focus in my life. Oftentimes, that is a lie and Jesus being above all is a good and nice thought, but it’s not my reality. It seems like too much effort and then I realize I often choose other things first. It is in these times that we must cling to our faith and continue to draw nearer to God through prayer, scripture, and the sacraments. We are given all the graces we need to get to heaven. Do we really want it? Real faith is continuing to show up, pray, and love Christ even when our spiritual lives seem stagnant. No matter how strong our faith is, we will all experience these times; times when we feel like it’s us alone against the whole world, times when we feel like Satan is working harder, times when we feel like something is wrong with us. It’s not a matter of whether or not we will experience these moments in our lives, but it is how we respond to them that matters. The path of holiness and the road to sainthood never stops. It is a daily journey we must walk, even in those times where we may be experiencing dryness or struggle in the spiritual life . God has given us other people to help us along the way- a community of people to pray for us and who we can draw inspiration from. We can turn to these family members, friends, and other parishioners when our faith lives are weak and mediocre and when we need accountability and to be challenged. We must spend extra time in prayer and immerse ourselves more fully into scripture. We need to go to the sacraments and spend time before Jesus in adoration. It’s all or nothing. If we desire Christ, we will fight against the obstacles that come our way. We will keep walking the path to holiness and continue choosing to grow through the dryness, difficulty, and mediocrity. Are you all in? Opportunities for us to talk about and share our faith, even if only in small ways, present themselves on a regular basis and more often than we think. Are we open and ready for these moments? Are we living in ways in which our faith is reflected in our daily living, rather than keeping our faith in a box separate from everything else?
Last Thursday at work, some co-workers and I were on our post-lunch walk. As we approached the parking lot to go back inside, one of them caught up to me, and asked, “Katie, do you go to mass every weekend?” This question was followed by questions about where I go, what time I go, and if I go with anyone. She then proceeded to tell me that she wanted to start going to mass again after a long time, but didn’t want to go alone. I expressed that I would be more than happy to go with her any time. While her question took me by surprise, it made me excited. The night before, I had been telling my brother about how I knew a few of my co-workers had either grown up Catholic and left the faith or who were still Catholic but did not really practice. We had discussed how I could evangelize in small ways and share my faith in ways that were not forceful, but authentic and loving. I had prayed for God to provide opportunities and asked the Holy Spirit to help me see and be open to these opportunities. I figured that there was no way any conversation at work would naturally turn towards faith. But God sure provided. Earlier that day, my co-worker was looking at the Holiday schedule for 2022. She commented, “I feel like we should have Good Friday off.” I simply responded, “yeah, me too.” She then asked if I was Catholic and said she was too, which is something that had briefly come up before. That was the end of the conversation. I didn’t think anything of it until later that day on our walk. It is these simple conversations that God wants to use to inspire and open doors. How often do we leave our faith at the door when we get to work, school, or anywhere else that is not the physical church building? Maybe we find ourselves compartmentalizing our lives, separating our faith from everything else. We should have a desire to integrate God into every aspect of our lives, allowing Him to be reflected in all we say and do. Of course, this is easier said than done. But when we open ourselves up to be a vessel of God’s love and truth, He can draw others closer to Him and give them a desire to know Him more deeply. Our words and actions can be an invitation to others. Whatever you are doing today, pay attention to those invitations from the Holy Spirit to enter into a conversation about faith, even if it is very brief or seems insignificant. Whether the conversation is about your weekend plans to go to mass, the latest spiritual book you are reading, or a prayer intention, God may be stirring something up in someone’s heart and it just might lead to a small spark that ignites a fire. |
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